I want to die. Anyways,here is my story. I am 19 years old. I met an attractive girl when I walked into a DECA meeting (16 years old). She was pretty nice,attractive and posts a good GPA (3.95). I ,on the other hand, feel like I am not attractive and it took me three years to get my cumulative GPA from 1.394 to barely a 2.0. She got 12 varsity letters (4 in soccer,Basketball and Track) and graduates top 1% of our class and was the president of NHS. She is really nice but wont add me on Facebook. Anyways, I hate my life. Nothing will get done. There is more to that. In middle school, I was taunted and bullied by students. I should had fought some students so I can get expelled or I die so they can be charged with murder. I never escape from bullying through middle school. Myspace and an incompetent administration made matters worse. Anyways, the vice principle files a false police report about a hand-chop because he thought the gesture was inappropriate. What a F****** loony. Anyways, the school gets mad at us because we are at "fault" so we get bullied because they knew we were at fault. I hate the system. Nowadays, we have kids getting arrested for farting in class,an autistic boy gets accused of being a terrorist for having a drawing that contained a gun whereas bullying is not disciplined even if it is constant. My plan is to die and I will tell someone that I have a letter that contains information to get the vice principal fired and arrested. I die, he gets fired and arrested and my crush realizes that she was lied to. Society benefits from me dying because it also exposes Brendan Johnson's case. Brendan Johnson was a student at Covington who got expelled because the vice principle thought he sprayed Listerine in that boys eyes. Even if I do a good thing, I rarely get praised for it. All one kid has to do is throw a ball. I would have to do lots of things to woo a crowd of people. I feel hopeless. My crush rejected me throught high school and I tried to get her to come to a couple of dances with me. I like her but things are not working out because the kids who should be expelled are not expelled because of the loony bird brain VP. It was a failing school back in 2008 and No Child Left Behind states that if a school is "failing" they need a school improvement plan and must also provide the option for a student to transfer if it is unsafe. We needed them out because they cannot handle it. I have had rumors about me and I cant take it.