crying and don't know what to do

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by hopeless, Jul 17, 2007.

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  1. hopeless

    hopeless Well-Known Member

    i've only been in this new city for a week and a half and i'm already having a breakdown. i'm crying and i can't focus and i am in the beginning stages of becoming suicidal. i don't know what to do anymore. there is no one that i can call and there is nothing that i can do. i just feel so helpless. i've been taking my meds like i should and that usually works. i just feel lousy and i have to look for a job and i have all this pressure on me for my master's program.:sad::sad::sad::sad::sad::sad:
     
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    hopeless Well-Known Member

    its just not fair to have to live this way and know that there really isn't going to be an end until i die. knowing that i have no control over my death and my life and feeling this way just makes me want to end it all. but that never works because i never die each time i trie i just end up with my memory loss greater and my body deteriorating more and more. why can't i just die.
     
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