sitting here in bed at 7pm,just crying my eyes out,like there nother left inside of me to come out of my eyes right now. all i can think about is all the abuse which happer to me,and it hell right now. i have nother more to give. im so close to doing bad things to my self. im sitting here looking at pills,and i dont know what to do.im the end of things. my world is falling apart,and i cant deal with this no more. it just too hard.going to lay and close my eyes,and just hope this pain will go away or something.frist time i was sexal abuse was when i was like 5.i hate this life so much..