crying inside

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  1. Fuzzy Monkey

    Fuzzy Monkey Well-Known Member

    heres some of what ive rote over the years the first is from the net
    I held the knife against my skin and smiled
    happily, to end my life, it'd be a big relief, I stopped and placed it back, back into the drawer, my friends can't take a hint, I'm crying inside. The next day I had the knife back in my hand, my friends they don't get it, they just don't give a damn, I put it back once again and wipe the tears from my
    eyes, my friends they don't understand, I'm crying inside. I've made my mind up eventually, this feeling won't kill me, one day I'll tell them all just exactly how I feel, then they will feel bad, for treating me like shit, but until that day, I'll sit and wait, this is my fate, to forever cry on the inside.
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  2. Fuzzy Monkey

    Fuzzy Monkey Well-Known Member

    I cried for help
    but no one heard me
    Im hurting inside
    dose anyone care
    can anyone notice
    dose anyone see
    why do i want to cry
    cause pain to myself
    stay in this hurtful world
    im bleeding inside
    I need help
    why wont u listen to me
    do u care
    do you want me to go away
    i cry for u
    why wont you listen to me
    i need you
  3. Fuzzy Monkey

    Fuzzy Monkey Well-Known Member

    I hate myself
    I hate my life
    I hate the way i look
    I hate the way everyone talk to and about me
    I wish I could just go away
    I hate myself
    Ive hurt everone Ive ever trusted

    I hate when they yell
    I hate when they argue
    I hate my life

    I hate when he yells
    I hate when he drinks

    I hate myself
    I hate the way things are
    I cant ever forgive my family for what they have done

    I hate teachers
    I hate parents
    I hate everything
    I hate this world
    I hate my life

    Im gonna kill myself
    would it be right
    or wrong
  4. Fuzzy Monkey

    Fuzzy Monkey Well-Known Member

    What happened to us
    we use to be best friends
    we made a promise to each other
    "friends forever"

    we've been through the ups and downs
    we came together and fell apart

    now that we are apart youve found your way into popularity

    but one day your friends will find out who u realy are

    but dont come back to me
    i wont be there for you
    you ruined a perfect friendship
    dont try to repair it.
  5. Darkness N Light

    Darkness N Light Staff Alumni

    I think that all of the poems you have posted are deep and emotional. Some of them are also very powerful. I am gonna answer the question you put in one of your poems. To kill yourself would be wrong not right. You are young and you can turn things around. I know that things are bad right now sweetie but that doesn't mean they are gonna be bad your entire life.
    I have lost someone to suicide. I know what it feels like to still be alive after they have taken their own life. Do you want to put someone through that kind of pain? Grab on to something or someone. If you need an anchor I will gladly be your anchor. Remember I am here for you and I always will be. Take care sweetheart and I love you. :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss :hug: :cheekkiss

    With Love,
    Crystal :hug: :cheekkiss
  6. Fuzzy Monkey

    Fuzzy Monkey Well-Known Member

    thanks hun u are very sweet :hug: as far as them questions idk in a way i dont care but then i couldnt do that to u and alex.
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    awesome poems sweets!
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