Crying

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by brknsilence, Oct 4, 2016.

  1. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Just want to feel better. So tired of feeling like this. So darn miserable. Ugggg.. :'(
     
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  2. fabriccatore

    fabriccatore New Member

    I know how you feel. I feel that way too.
    How will we feel better?
    I used to have those moments where I'd get all hopeful and snap out of it - I don't know how....for a deadline usually for work.
    And after a month or so I would be out of the dark a bit more. But I've lost all the structure in my life and I'll be a total failure if can't bring myself to another snap out of it moment. Im so sorry you feel like this, it's very lonely.
    How can we get back there?
     
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  3. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support

    Hugs. What about doing something nice for yourself. You deserve it.
     
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  4. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    So drained and moody. Overwhelmed with emotions. Just want to sleep.
     
  5. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi, I know you are hurting but try to stay strong. Take Care.
     
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  6. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Trying

    Feel like crying again
     
  7. mgo

    mgo Member

    I've been there so many times. I've gotten better for awhile, then it always comes creeping back. Whenever I felt like this, I would listen to sad music and although it felt comforting to me, it only kept me in my depressive state. Try to listen to upbeat music, watch a happy/comedic tv show/movie, you can get through this! I just know it.

    Have you tried talking to a counselor/therapist? It can be extremely helpful. They can help you re-construct inaccurate thoughts to accurate thoughts, allowing us to have better feelings. I really do recommend it
     
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  8. lainylou

    lainylou Active Member

    Crying is good, at least your letting something out... Although it doesnt feel like that at the time. I understand how you are feeling, so tired of crying... So tired of feeling every single emotion within an hour. Dont you find it strange when the sun is out and yet still we feel so sad. Everything feels fake like its a different world out there.
    I wish I had the answers and a magic wand to go with it. I dont :( All we can do is live day by day, hour by hour and keep talking, keep communicating with those that understand.
     
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  9. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Just seems I feel more angry lately and it hurts me emotionally - I get sad and disappointed with myself - at times the feeling triggers the suicidal thoughts and self harm urges. I got to talk more to my case manager (also my therapist). Not sure if it's pregnancy hormones or what. So exhausted all around. Also tired of feeling so sick. :( Just can't wait to feel better
     
  10. lainylou

    lainylou Active Member

    omg if your pregnant too your hormones will be all over the place.. You poor thing :(
     
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  11. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Try to stay strong.
     
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  12. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Just glad this pregnancy is almost over. Due October 29th.
     
  13. brknsilence

    brknsilence Well-Known Member

    Will try to stay strong. Just drained in how I feel.