Nothing matters when you're dead, friends, family, no-one. The world no longer exists. No anxiety, stress, embarrassment, hate. I don't fear being dead, I just fear the way to get there, if there was a simple 'off' button I would press it. Its a shame I dont know a certain way of completely immediate death because I wouldnt hesitate. There is no meaning to life, so nothing and no-one is important. We are all just here because of coincidence. An ant is the same, living and trying to survive but are they important? We think we give our lives meaning but in 200 years time we will have been completely forgotten and others will be living their own 'important' lives just to end up the same. I just dont see a point, just to go on because of a survival instinct that means nothing.