Cut this evening

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Hache, Jan 21, 2010.

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  1. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    First time in a while I guess, probably pushed greatly by upcoming birthday which is a triggering time in itself
     
  2. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I'm sorry to hear you SI. It doesn't mean you can't stop again though.

    Hope you keep it clean and take care :hug: xx
     
  3. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    thanks

    needed this release, normally it would have been to get drunk but I did not feel like it, cutting has become a tradition around my birthday

    in the morning i might feel ok, but i will have to look at my arm, that is the downside
     
  4. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Hope you feel better in the morning. Is there a reason you get triggered around your birthday?
     
  5. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    just the meaning of being older and achieved nothing


    feel better, well come down a bit, not happy but not in panicky stage anymore so ok
     
  6. DS

    DS Account Closed

    **hugs**
     
  7. Hache

    Hache Well-Known Member

    I'm thinking of accepting self harm as a suitable method to get through life's love and lonely issues.

    The only problem is when failure is the mood I turn to alcohol and when a feeling of being trapped is the mood I have anxiety and suicdle thoughts. It seems love and lonliness, through self harm is actually the easiest of my depression.
     
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