Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Johnnyc, Oct 10, 2010.
going to cut now
I know the feeling. sadly i can't cutt... i made promises.. i soo want it... i hate feeling this way. sorry to hear that tho.
Also want to. Damn just bleed it out where's the problem? Would just be good now..
Well I know what the problems are...
1. My mother will force me to undress and see it as she sometimes even forces me to put my slip and bra off
2. My mother will tell my father and make me ashamed.
3. I don't want to worry my parents...
4. I don't earn to feel so much better...
So... sounds like some 1st degree burns which are gone tomorrow and some experiments with needles. And can't enjoy it for I don't earn relief. Sh*t-.-
ive had similar problems lately. my parents made me show them my thighs, which is extremely embarrassing as it is, even if it wasnt for the scars. but theyve been trusting me more, which is a mistake on their part but a blessing for me.