Alright, so honestly I found this site while looking for suicide methods amongst other things, so I really don't know what to say or do on here, but I'm here... I am 24 years old and am also very private with things because it hurts to think about my life and the more I just avoid it, the better. I have planned out my suicide already, just don't have a date or time picked yet, so as of right now I am still just going on with my life like normal and pretending to be happy and caring. When in reality, all I have to look forward to is taking my last breath. Soooo yeah, I guess thats kind of an introduction.