My name is ryan im 26 and I've recently started to cut again. I started when I was 16 I've cut almost everywhere on my body and still have the scars to this day. Recently I have become increasingly depressed and picked up a razor which becomes all to familiar and slowly ran it all the way down the side of my chest. I remembered right away how good it felt when I saw the blood run down and the sharp pain/chills ran up my body. It makes me feel it makes me feel alive.. in a way nobody ever could for me. I don't know what to think now.