Cutting because of jealousy and envy...

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Kai Nashi, Nov 10, 2014.

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  1. Kai Nashi

    Kai Nashi Well-Known Member

    So today I was at school, waiting for class to start and sitting on the bench with my friends. The morning was going good, until they started talking about my best friend that i like and her boyfriend, and how they can get pretty sexual when alone and just hearing all of this made me so FUCKING pissed and sad at the same time, I was SO jealous and shit, and I felt like I was going to after I pretty much went to the school bathroom and started <mod edit>..

    I really can't fucking take this anymore. Whenever I get jealous and shit, ESPECIALLY around and about her and her boyfriend, I have urges to <mod edit>. It go so bad that I usually will end up <mod edit> her that I will <mod edit> myself if she mentions him, and yes, I know that is VERY wrong but I just can't help it I just want her to shut up about him...I am such a fucking shitty friend am I right? I will also whine about not having a relationship and being lonely and shit and how I am going to<mod edit> because of it... But jealousy seems to be the biggest trigger that makes me fucking <mod edit>, and I don't know what to do...
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  2. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    I understand that you are down but you are a deserving person who need support from this site. Relationship and jealousy is hard. You are important and please do not harm yourself. You can PM need anytime and I am willing to talk in private and try to help you. You are young and have the rest of your life to live which is more important. Please take care.
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