Cutting TRIGGERING

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Ruby, Dec 22, 2007.

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  1. Ruby

    Ruby Well-Known Member

    For me cutting is the most reliable thing in my life. It's helped me since I became 'ill'. When i'm feeling low it helps me feel relief. When i'm feeling alone it comforts me. When i'm struggling to cope it helps me live. I love getting my knife and making those cuts, watching the blood drip down my arm. The overwhelming feeling of euphoria as I lay back and enjoy the feeling of well being.
     
  2. Kinetic

    Kinetic Well-Known Member

    Such a cliché but yeah I know the feeling

    But also I don't do it a lot anymore since some friends of mine noticed the scars and some fresh cuts and so the overwhelming feel of guilt overcame completely the relief I got from those cuts

    Hope that makes sense
     
  3. Ruby

    Ruby Well-Known Member

    Yeah, I hate the after effects. People seeing the cuts etc.

    I love your avatar!
     
  4. ~PinkElephants~

    ~PinkElephants~ Senior member

    i so know how you feel ruby. for me it's a feeling of release. of knowing that i have control over at least one thing in my life. sorry you are cutting though because i know it's not the answer. :hug:
     
  5. Kinetic

    Kinetic Well-Known Member

    Thanks!!
    Merry xmas
     
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