I started cutting a little over a year ago. I don't do deep cuts that make myself bleed for hours or anything super intense. I simply use a shaving razor and use it against my stomach. I cut vertically (up and down) with the razor and usually just do a bunch of small cuts. I feel like it's not a big deal because it's only small cuts. Anyways, last school year (Sophomore in hs) I had friends turn me into the counselors office multiple times for depression, suicidal thoughts, and self harm. I've always lied my way out of it, even when my parents were called. When summer came, things got better. Now I'm a Junior in high school and I'm stressed again with school and other person things. It's not a super big deal, my life isn't horrible. I feel bad and feel selfish for feeling bad in the first place. I use to tell my friends when I was going to cut and stuff. I honestly liked the attention a bit, because that's when they would show they care the most. Now I don't bother telling them. I don't want to risk getting turned in to an adult again. I haven't cut in like a month or so, but right now I have the urge to really badly. I'm sorry for making this such a long post, but I just wanted to vent a bit. I'm not sure what to do. Most likely, I'll just cut. I just thought I might as well post this just for the heck of it.