I am I suppose a habitual cutter. Everytime I am upset I just get the urges and it hurts to not do it and I feel lost. I've got scars and I get ashamed when people see my arms though they are fading. I'm lost at what to think about my arms and that... my legs as well inner thighs. I haven't done it in a long time and it is very very hard to NOT hurt myself because I did so very often. It's like my arms ache for it and my legs and I just I don't know. It's so hard to function because I lost my sister which put me into a depression and any time I was I'd cut. Now to not do it it's like my arms tingle and want to be cut. I feel like I'm imagining this too but I don't know I'm just SO LOST!