I'm leaving this forum. I don't like forums when there is always 1 person who will not understand me or even give me a chance. The person I'm talking I'd rather keep private considering I don't want any shit started after I leave. I'm posting in this forum because I AM feeling some suicidal feelings. More like I feel hopeless, fucked-up, and a waste of matter in space. I'd ask to talk to someone but quite frankly the fucking user banned me from the chat for discussing my hemophobia and blood in the main chat. Even when I stopped talking about it, the user was too slow, kicked me twice immediately, then banned me from the chat. But past that, I feel like leaving anyway... I tend to have no use in social websites, if I don't even have an enthusiastic sense to look for help. Even if I want help. I won't get help. Every time I even talk, I fuck up everything apparently. :/ So I'm leaving SF. Good bye.