dad, its been 13 and a half years since you left us, i never got to say goodbye, i was too late, this will haunt me for the rest of my life. i miss you so much it hurts, theres not a day goes by that i dont think of you, your witty humour i now see in your oldest granddaughter brings a smile to my face. i feel your close, watching us, i know you wouldnt want me to be hurting but i feel you would understand, i hope we will meet again i have so much to tell you. you were a great dad and husband, why did he have to take you ??? WHY ????