I wish i could change how i felt, I wish i could save myself from hurt, I wish i could just cut contact with you all, with you all. I can't, i want to so badly but i can't. Maybe i stick around to get hurt because im so use to it. Get myself into situations where im fully aware that i'll get hurt and i just let it happen. Im sick of it. Im sick of feeling like this and theres one way out and i'll get there. I don't give a fuck about it anymore, i know what coming. Maybe it will hurt people but i can't keep hurting like this, i just can't. I should of never of gotten close to people here, all its done is cause pain. So fuck it im done.