Dammit +Language+

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Zueri, Feb 19, 2007.

  1. Zueri

    Zueri Well-Known Member

    God fucking damn it all! I'm a failure...I can't to any damn task without botching it.
    I want to kill myself, but I'm a coward. I can't. I simply can't.
    I'm aware I'm just an unnecessary consumer of oxygen. I'm aware I only bring pain to everybody who meets me. I'm aware I'm a bringer of bad news.

    "Ambulo cum morte."
    I walk with death. Indeed I do. I brought it to my mom. I brought it to my friend. I brought it to my grandpa....
    It's all my fault! And I still have the audacity to stay alive.

    Ajax had a point...If one can't live with honor, one can die with it. BUT I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT!

    Just damn it all! I don't deserve to live. NOBODY cares about me. It's all fake concern, IMO.

    WHY THE HELL CAN'T I JUST KILL MYSELF?!
     
  2. Atiri

    Atiri Active Member

    You didn't kill your family members.