I don't want to do, I feel so mad/upset, I was reading text messages that an ex-friend sent to me back in November. It started with him saying a VERY racist thing about Obama and how they should hang that nigga. (FYI I am black). And I didn't recongize the number so I text who was this, and he said some rude things, so I called the number and found out it was Chris (my ex friend) and I threatened to kill him and his family on his message recorder. And then 5 minutes later, I got a call from his stepdad, and he said he should call the police and have my ass throw in jail. I cussed him out, and I said some anti-white slurs (I am not a racist, but I wanted them to know how I feel.) Then I got a text from Chris saying he is going to beat me up if he sees me. And my other ex-friend (BK) text some mean things to me. And I was pissed so I texted hateful stuff back. Then eventually, I felt bad for threating him, so I try to apologize, but he didn't accept, a couple of days later, I got another hateful message from him. And I told him to not to text me again. On December the 6th (2 days before my bday) I checked my myspace and he sent a post on my main pic, saying I looked ugly, I didn't respond, and I deleted the comment. But almost every day I am bothered by that. He was always apathetic, he never was interested in what I was, but I tried to take interest in his. I wanted to break our friendship earlier, but not this way. I wish I could kill him. But I don't want to go to prison all my life. He knew I had depression, yet he didn't care. I wish I could stab him till he dies, and laugh at him pleading for mercy. (Sorry for the sadistic comment, but I think he should die, I hope he dies a horrible death).