I just woke up yet i feel so tired i got this weird feeling in my chest, feels like something is stuck in my lungs when i breath the air feels weird in the way it goes threw my lungs I know it is a side effect of my depression but damn, why is it so hard to force myself to do things?! I got plans, i want to live, but it is so difficult! I must keep fighting it, i must!!! I will do it! i will go out today and keep working on finding a job! I MUST! AND I WILL!!!