i just made a huge post and it got eaten. oh well...can i make a home for myself here, please? i really need some friends. i'm really depressed...i'm 20 but feel like i've done nothing with my life, i feel like everyone is judging me and hating me, and i feel like my place in time is just going to be one big joke at my expense. i suppose i've come here for friends and for someone to put their arm around me and tell me everything is going to be fine. will it? i'll escape, with you... until the sun comes up, i can pluck you from your sleep and take you into my world. i love you...and since you left, all i can do is be nothing at all. i'll pretend you're still mine, in a time where your blank, we can love, and laugh, and live, just like we used to. and when you wake up, and i have to bring you back, let you go... i hope a piece of me, remains in you, despite me being nothing at all. i wish you'd never gone away, and i wish the sun would never come up again. by me - 23rd may.