I feel so weak. I just started going to a therapist. But it´s so exhausting. I have PTSD. It´s hard for me to tell what happend and about my feelings. (sexual abusion in childhood) I am not used to talk about my feelings and I hate crying in front of others. I feel really sick. I was so sick, I couldn´t got to the therapist this week. I tried, but I had stocmachache, felt dizzy and was in no condition to go anywhere. How can anyone help me, if I am not able to go anywhere? Why I am so damn weak???