Kinda drunk, but can't get that thought off my mind. I gave my friend all my stuff and I need it back. I have 56 sleeping pills, two and I want them. I dont want her to be the person to find me, she deserves better. I try for her and I to detatch but it doesnt work. I need her to be ok with me being gone adn Im afraid thats not happening. I want my sister to be ok, and I dont want my mom to continue fucking her up, so have to stick around. SO what do you do to continue if you have to stick around for others?? How can you continue pretending???