Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by RyanKey=MyLife, Feb 2, 2009.

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  1. RyanKey=MyLife

    RyanKey=MyLife Well-Known Member

    I was seeing this guy early 2007 and I will admit he was the only person thats ever meant soo much to me. We split up in March 07 due to me liking a boy from school :(

    I never heard of him again until June 07, when he told me he had got a car:biggrin: We only chatted for 5 mins =/

    Then I never heard of him again until August, when he contacted me on MSN, he said I was the only person he could talk to, he was feeling suicidal and I didn't know what to do, all I kept saying was "NOOOOOO please don't!!!!" and stuff like that, he asked me to send him How to Save A Life by the Fray, and said thats how he feels, and I thought I knew the concept of the song, which I later found out that I didn't:( I added a friend to the convo and Dan just kept saying he would be better 6 feet under and I asked how he is using a computer, if he had been kicked out, he said he was in the Internet cafe =/
    He did a countdown then signed out, I'm not sure if he signed out or appeared offline, because after 5 mins of it saying he had signed out, the file for the song canceled:S

    I wish I'd known what to say/what the song actually meant:(

    I then never heard from him until September, when he was on MSN, I tried talking to him no reply, so asked why he was ignoring me and he just said he likes men now:S

    I still think about him now, last year I kept asking around to see if people knew him, but no-one does:(
    I found his brother's mates bebo and talked to him and he said he would get his number for me, but I never rang, although a friend rang for me, and said a woman answered, maybe his mum.

    I'm thinking if he didn't want to talk to me, why give his number?

    Anyway I forgot all about him late last year, until I had a dream the another night about him....

    I was going to school, when I got the hill, there was 2 houses, the first one was his and he was sitting on the doorstep upset, I tried talking to him and he eventually got up and went inside:S

    What does my dream mean?:S
  2. RyanKey=MyLife

    RyanKey=MyLife Well-Known Member

  3. snowraven

    snowraven Well-Known Member

    Hi Jodie, did he say anything before he went inside?
  4. RyanKey=MyLife

    RyanKey=MyLife Well-Known Member

    He didn't say anything at all, it was like I wasn't there, but then he got up and went inside because I kept trying to find out what was wrong:mellow:
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