Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by sadcat, Jun 7, 2014.

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  1. sadcat

    sadcat Well-Known Member

    Its night time here again
    And I am all alone
    Sitting at my desk remembering
    And thinking of the last good times
    When I still wanted something

    The night is closing in on me again
    As I sit in my retreat
    My corner of the darkness
    Where not a single sound
    Can penetrate these walls

    Am remembering all the friends
    Who passed on by and never
    Even looked to see if I was there
    Some died and others just faded
    Off into the darkness and the dust

    And hearing sometimes how life has
    Moved away from people who
    I knew when i was young and
    When each action was new
    But now is old and faded

    And now the quiet is closing in
    On me and taking away all thought
    Of happiness once known
    Of friends who are not now
    Of sun light and flowers

    Leaving me all alone in the darkness
    The shrill quiet surrounding me
    And taking away even the last
    Shred of hope remaining
    As a large ship sinking down its last
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Not many words, just a :hug:
  3. sadcat

    sadcat Well-Known Member


    Thank you for the hug.


    Thank you for reading or not. Obviously, my plight is not important to anyone else here.
    I have been mortally sick for a good 7 years plus.
    And right now my cancer meds are failing.
    I feel like a ship, sinking.
    I posted in hopes of some small support from the many people here who I have met, and touched.
    But , i guess that was too much to hope for.

    Sending healing thoughts to you all .
    And crying when i remember that no one cared.

  4. K8E

    K8E Well-Known Member

    You have written a beautiful piece. I am so sorry that you're going through this. xx
  5. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    I just want you to know I care; here if there's any way I can help you through.
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