I let myself get triggered earlier and then I flipping cut. God damn it. Urrrrrrrrggg. That pisses me off so bad, I mean I didn't actually let myself get triggered it just kind of happened I was watching something and bam. I felt the need to cut again. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it. I'm really trying to stop. It's not working. I put this in here to vent. Feel free to reply. I don't care.