I dont know where else to turn. I have been throwing hints to freinds. I planned this over 3 months ago. I will be attempting again to take my life. I told my freind we going away for 3 days. I only wanted him to come with to bring me back . I have tried to get over this depression. I have tried to move on. But it gets the better of me. I dont want to die like this. But its better than feeling like this.