Hi all, hope everyone is doing well, it's been sometime since I've had the will or time to get back on here. Things have gotten better, some worse My latest concern regards the relationship between my boyfriend and myself and was looking for outside opinions or relatable experiences, if you'd care to share them. We've been dating for just under 5 months, it's a short time, yet we've both developed strong feelings for each. I'm unhappy with my life, I think about dying everyday, I hate my job and the prospects of continuing with my academics terrifies me, the attempt at changing my life seems hopeless and even with that change I feel I will never be satisfied with my life. This in mind, how can I be in a relationship with someone? How can I assure my love for them. I feel so guilty, as if I don't appreciate him, as if everything he does for me is just tossed aside. He's is terribly understanding and comforting... he has me thinking of going in to therapy, which might not be the worst idea. Can anyone relate, how did your spouse respond, how can a couple have any chance at a future together when one of it's individuals is not sure if he wants one at all?