Just a note to say my daughter overdose of pills yesterday has totally devasted the ones she was to leave behind. She not only is killing herself she is killing me her father her brother and everyone else but yet she continues. Anyone here that thinks they are not destroying another life with their suicide attempts i am telling you now you are wrong. I am dying inside with each of her attempts i want to lie down and just go with her. Totally drained and devastated she also ended up in ICU twice now with vent and tubes everywhere. I don't know what else to do for her I have gotton her all the support i can I continue to try to get her into a facility that will help her addictions I just want her happy and safe please understand you not only kill yourself you kill the ones left behind. My brother last fall killed himself and I was not there for him I blame myself for his death. I should have been there and helped him His death is just another nail in my coffin I wish you would understand please don't kill yourself the devastation you leave behind the pain you pass on to your loved ones and i know you don't want that.