day 2

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by andyc68, Oct 10, 2007.

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    andyc68 Guest

    well, i am still here. got no idea why, i have a plan to take my life but that isnt till just after xmas when the house is sold and i have signed stuff and i know my partner is set up, but the more i think about it the more i wonder why i wait.
    am i waiting for a change, am i waiting for hope?
    this is so messed up, i spend all day waiting to hear from her knowing she wont call, won't email or text yet be fine when she gets home.
    this is torture yet i choose this, why?
    maybe i will be back for day 3
     
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