wish i would just die. i take pills thinking its enough and i wake up. maybe if i pop a few more that won't happen. i wish people would just leave me alone. there's no point helping me or even trying because I will take too much and i won't tell a soul. want to go back to who i was. cutting to relieve it. stop making promises i know i wont keep. i can cut where no one can see. where no one will know. not like people see me naked so it won't really matter. dead inside...dead out. wish the unsupportive assholes would fuck off.