Chris Carter. He can be a good man beside that, but he's a coward. He knows the truth about my birth and refuses to tell me. Coward, or crual? Difficult for e to believe he's a bad person. I can't believe that, I don't want to believe that. Help me know my story, you were there. Please. Not well today, seeing all these just breaks me. I'm broken, empty, and this silence makes it can't be recovered by now. It's the eternal night that is promised to me. But as for who lied to me, in my family, and others. I hope we won't share the same room, because I don't deserve that, more. Famille: je pense que je ne veux plus vous voir. Il y a eu 29 années où j'ai existé avant celle là. Never been supported. You don't expect Mulder to look like me, but it's me Mulder, looking for a truth and an idealbarely imaginable in that world. I'm the perfect INFP in the end. The questor for truth. I don't know how long I'll live more, but my partner doesn't support emotionally. I have a blind and deaf wall, and I don't ask whining things, I just bear in silence. I don't know how long more I'll live, but I'm dead inside, your lies had me. I'm dead inside. No goal, if one day I'm just no there, that'll mean it was my time. Thank you. <Mod Edit: Please, no personal pictures - this is for your own safety and security> Good bye, I had forgiven you, everything.