Hi, well if you read my past posts you know my story but anyway i finally got the courage to say something to my parents about my depression. Of coruse they wanna get me help but its not like they didnt know already, after graduating highschool ive sat in my house for four years in isolation doing nothing but video games and drugs, which im addicted to both. im not smart good looking or have talents so i didnt go to college or a trade school after highschool. and everytime my parents asked me, when are you getting a job? i just said im looking no one answers and that question got pushed back for a few more months. but for 4 years? they had to know something was wrong specially my additude towards going places and getting out my house. So to get to the point i started thinking about treatment and i relized i cant be helped there is no way they can help my depression, point blank i just dont want to do anything im happier where iam now then getting on medicine and then i know the ultimate goal is to get back on your feet get a job and become part of society again, thats part of my problem i dont want to be and it feel's like your forced too, i dont kno i just feel like if i dont do it tomarrow or the next day week month...etc etc its just gonna happen later down the road so whats the point?