i'm sorry you won't be with us for much longer. i love you so much and it's breaking my heart that you're dying this slow and painful death and theres nothing anyone can do to make you better. i'm coming to see you tomorrow, for the last time, and it's going to hurt so much i don't know if i can cope. i so badly want to make you proud, but i'd give anything to have you back to how you used to be. i know we faught, but i love you so much i'm going to be so lost without you. i wish you'd stick around to see me get married, possibly have children, but i understand that you can't but i hope you'll look after me when you're gone, i love you with all my heart, tomorrow will be the hardest day of my life, but i will try and be strong for you.