Dear Doug Please tell me why, please tell me why you hurt me so badly, why you treated me like trash and treated me like a side show in a circus. How could you ask me to change my life for you and then run, but not let go of me. How is it that you could hurt me like that and then act like YOU were some hero in my life. YOu begged me to stay, you said you had feelings for me and you didn't want me to go and then you moved in with that fat assed liar and then came to me again saying you wanted me closer and then married that bitch out of nowhere. You didn't even tell me you were engaged when you were trying to get closer again. YOu didn't even tell me you had gotten married, but you call me one of your best friends. Do you realize how my damage you did to me? Do you even care? Your life is going along great with cars and money and someoneto lay down with and my life has gotten worse. I love nearly everything I had worked for because of you- everything I tried to regain after someone else treated my life like a convenience. FUCK YOU. SOmetimes, I think if someone could hurt your daughter's feelings like you hurt mine you would see what you did. What can I take from you that would make you feel that pain that I do!! WHat can I damage your life with. It probably wouldn't work anyway. You have no emotion, no remorse. I want fucking out of this life. You were the straw that broke the camel's back. You knew how much crap I have been through and yet you still inflicted pain - un-cope-able pain!!