Father: I could never forget, the times when you beat us up in a rage so firey and fierce. It was unpredictable never knowing what would happen next, in between all the threats and fighting with Mum and then there was the drink. bottle after bottle the smell still makes me sick today you and mother trying to drink all your troubles away (and you wonder why I refuse to touch the drink) I could never forget the day you chose death over life, Father or the shame and sadness in your eyes when I saved you from suicide Did you get the idea off me? If so, I'm sorry. But you're never going to read this. So, I'd just like to say thankyou for making me the person I am today. Sometimes, I still wish you weren't my dad but you can't choose your family. I guess the saying is true "What don't kill me makes me stronger." and finally? Father... I forgive you.