Dear Father (trigger??)

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by thedeafmusician, Jan 5, 2008.

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  1. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    I could never forget,
    the times when you beat us up
    in a rage so firey and fierce.
    It was unpredictable
    never knowing what would happen next,
    in between all the threats
    and fighting with Mum

    and then there was the drink.
    bottle after bottle
    the smell still makes me sick today
    you and mother
    trying to drink all your troubles away

    (and you wonder why I refuse to touch the drink)

    I could never forget
    the day you chose death
    over life, Father
    or the shame and sadness
    in your eyes
    when I saved you from suicide

    Did you get the idea off me?
    If so, I'm sorry.

    But you're never going to read this.

    So, I'd just like to say thankyou
    for making me the person I am today.
    Sometimes, I still wish you weren't my dad
    you can't choose your family.

    I guess the saying is true
    "What don't kill me makes me stronger."

    and finally?

    I forgive you.
  2. the_juggalo

    the_juggalo Account Closed

    man u thats a trigger right there my dad never cared beat the shit out of me alot
  3. ACRon

    ACRon Well-Known Member

    i sink into hell everyday
    and i wonder why others don't follow

    you are one of those people i wish not think about

  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :hug: sad poem
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