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Scum

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Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Pretending that I'm doing well
My need is such, I pretend too much
I'm lonely but no one can tell

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Adrift in a world of my own
I play the game, but to my real shame
You left me to dream all alone

Too real is this feeling of make believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around

Too real is this feeling of make believe
Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
Just laughing and gay like a clown
I seem to be what I'm not, you see
I'm wearing my heart like a crown
Pretending that you're still around
 

Scum

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#2
Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has everything?
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one bedroom hold?
Looking around here you think
Sure, she's got everything
I've got CDs and Carebears a-plenty
I've got Pictures and cushions galore
You want DVDs?
I've got twenty!
But who cares?
No big deal
I want more

I wanna be where the lost buns are
I wanna see, wanna see them runnin'
Running around at that- what's that place again?
Oh Rainbow Bridge!

Sitting down here, you don't get too far
Death is required for running, jumping
sitting about on a - what's that word again?
green

Up where they walk, up where they run
Up where they play all day and have fun
Wanderin' free - wish I could be
Part of that world

What would I give if I could be out of this life?
What would I pay to spend a day up there with you?
Bet'cha up there they understand
and they don't make me cry a lot
Sad young ******, sick of livin'
Ready to die

I'm ready to go where the lost buns go
Ask 'em my questions and get some answers
Why did they leave and - what's the word?
Die?

When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love, love to explore that world up above?
Out of this life
Wish I could be
Part of YOUR world
 
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Scum

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#4
And I miss you - like the deserts miss the rain

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinkin of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you


Look for the rainbow in every storm.
Fly like an angel,
Heaven sent to me.

Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone, but I can still feel you here)​

Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
I just want you back for good
Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
You'll be right and understood


I'll be your candle on the water
My love for you will always burn
I know you're lost and drifting,
But the clouds are lifting
Don't give up, you have somewhere to turn.

I'll be your candle on the water
Till every wave is warm and bright
My soul is there beside you,
Let this candle guide you
Soon you'll see a golden stream of light

A cold and friendless tide has found you
Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down
I'll paint a ray of hope around you
Circling in the air, lighted by a prayer

I'll be your candle on the water
This flame inside of me will grow
Keep holding on, you'll make it
Here's my hand so take it
Look for me reaching out to show
As sure as rivers flow,
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go

I guess now it's time for me to give up
I feel it's time
 

Scum

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#6
Where are you?

I need you here.

I need to cuddle you.

Rid myself of the aching loneliness.

I need my room-mate.

I haven't seen you for what feels like a lifetime.

Truth is two weeks ago you were suffering.

Two weeks ago tomorrow you died.

Can't bear this place without you.

Need to be with you.

I miss you so much sweetheart.

It's breaking me to be without you.

Why did you go?

Why did I let you?

Why did I give you that medicine?

Why? Why? Why?

I will never forgive myself.

My beautiful Curly Whirly Girlie and you have gone, never to return.

I need you to.

I feel I am suffocating without you.

Please my darling.

I miss your noise.

I miss your quirks.

I miss your strops.

I miss your love.

I miss your cuddles.

I just miss you.

You.

I miss you so much.

I can't do this without you.

You kept me going when nothing else would.

Now you are gone.

Who do I cuddle in my darkest hours?

Who do I talk to?

Who is there?

I need you so much.

Please come back.

I took down my favourite pic of you. Not because I don't love you or anything like that, but because I can't bear to be without you. To see you, hurts.

I have been blocking you out my mind. Not because I don't love you, or anything like that, but because I can't bear to be without you. To think about you, aches physically.

I CAN'T DO THIS WITHOUT YOU!

PLEASE COME BACK!

I NEED YOU SO MUCH!
 
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