Dear Loom. No replies needed

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Scum, Mar 24, 2007.

  1. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
    Pretending that I'm doing well
    My need is such, I pretend too much
    I'm lonely but no one can tell

    Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
    Adrift in a world of my own
    I play the game, but to my real shame
    You left me to dream all alone

    Too real is this feeling of make believe
    Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

    Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
    Just laughing and gay like a clown
    I seem to be what I'm not, you see
    I'm wearing my heart like a crown
    Pretending that you're still around

    Too real is this feeling of make believe
    Too real when I feel what my heart can't conceal

    Oh yes, I'm the great pretender
    Just laughing and gay like a clown
    I seem to be what I'm not, you see
    I'm wearing my heart like a crown
    Pretending that you're still around
     
  2. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Look at this stuff
    Isn't it neat?
    Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
    Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
    The girl who has everything?
    Look at this trove
    Treasures untold
    How many wonders can one bedroom hold?
    Looking around here you think
    Sure, she's got everything
    I've got CDs and Carebears a-plenty
    I've got Pictures and cushions galore
    You want DVDs?
    I've got twenty!
    But who cares?
    No big deal
    I want more

    I wanna be where the lost buns are
    I wanna see, wanna see them runnin'
    Running around at that- what's that place again?
    Oh Rainbow Bridge!

    Sitting down here, you don't get too far
    Death is required for running, jumping
    sitting about on a - what's that word again?
    green

    Up where they walk, up where they run
    Up where they play all day and have fun
    Wanderin' free - wish I could be
    Part of that world

    What would I give if I could be out of this life?
    What would I pay to spend a day up there with you?
    Bet'cha up there they understand
    and they don't make me cry a lot
    Sad young ******, sick of livin'
    Ready to die

    I'm ready to go where the lost buns go
    Ask 'em my questions and get some answers
    Why did they leave and - what's the word?
    Die?

    When's it my turn?
    Wouldn't I love, love to explore that world up above?
    Out of this life
    Wish I could be
    Part of YOUR world
     
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  3. ybt

    ybt Guest

    the great pretender is a great song
     
  4. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    And I miss you - like the deserts miss the rain

    Every step I take, every move I make
    Every single day, every time I pray
    Ill be missing you
    Thinkin of the day, when you went away
    What a life to take, what a bond to break
    Ill be missing you


    Look for the rainbow in every storm.
    Fly like an angel,
    Heaven sent to me.

    Goodbye my friend (I know you're gone, you said you're gone, but I can still feel you here)​


    Whatever I said, whatever I did I didn't mean it
    I just want you back for good
    Whenever I'm wrong just tell me the song and I'll sing it
    You'll be right and understood


    I'll be your candle on the water
    My love for you will always burn
    I know you're lost and drifting,
    But the clouds are lifting
    Don't give up, you have somewhere to turn.

    I'll be your candle on the water
    Till every wave is warm and bright
    My soul is there beside you,
    Let this candle guide you
    Soon you'll see a golden stream of light

    A cold and friendless tide has found you
    Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down
    I'll paint a ray of hope around you
    Circling in the air, lighted by a prayer

    I'll be your candle on the water
    This flame inside of me will grow
    Keep holding on, you'll make it
    Here's my hand so take it
    Look for me reaching out to show
    As sure as rivers flow,
    I'll never let you go
    I'll never let you go
    I'll never let you go

    I guess now it's time for me to give up
    I feel it's time
     
  5. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    I haven't seen you for a while. Where have you gone? Where is my Loom?

    Why aren't you here?
     
  6. Scum

    Scum Well-Known Member

    Where are you?

    I need you here.

    I need to cuddle you.

    Rid myself of the aching loneliness.

    I need my room-mate.

    I haven't seen you for what feels like a lifetime.

    Truth is two weeks ago you were suffering.

    Two weeks ago tomorrow you died.

    Can't bear this place without you.

    Need to be with you.

    I miss you so much sweetheart.

    It's breaking me to be without you.

    Why did you go?

    Why did I let you?

    Why did I give you that medicine?

    Why? Why? Why?

    I will never forgive myself.

    My beautiful Curly Whirly Girlie and you have gone, never to return.

    I need you to.

    I feel I am suffocating without you.

    Please my darling.

    I miss your noise.

    I miss your quirks.

    I miss your strops.

    I miss your love.

    I miss your cuddles.

    I just miss you.

    You.

    I miss you so much.

    I can't do this without you.

    You kept me going when nothing else would.

    Now you are gone.

    Who do I cuddle in my darkest hours?

    Who do I talk to?

    Who is there?

    I need you so much.

    Please come back.

    I took down my favourite pic of you. Not because I don't love you or anything like that, but because I can't bear to be without you. To see you, hurts.

    I have been blocking you out my mind. Not because I don't love you, or anything like that, but because I can't bear to be without you. To think about you, aches physically.

    I CAN'T DO THIS WITHOUT YOU!

    PLEASE COME BACK!

    I NEED YOU SO MUCH!