I'm new to this board, so excuse me if I ramble on...
This year, in fact the last 3 months, hasn't been wonderful. I just lost my husband of 11yrs. on monday. He somehow aquired that flesh eating virus. He had been sick for 2 1/2 weeks before it overcame him. Needless to say, the holidays are going to be tough. Especially with him passing away just days before.
We had 3 beautiful children together, ages 3, 4, and 7. They are no longer here as well. They were taken in August of this year.
So you can see why this is going to be a very difficult time for me. I also have been battling severe depression for most of my life. Sometimes I wish I weren't here. I have NOTHING to live for. Everyone in my life was taken away from me. Death means nothing to me, it only takes me closer to my family...
Thank you for letting me ramble on... :sad:
This year, in fact the last 3 months, hasn't been wonderful. I just lost my husband of 11yrs. on monday. He somehow aquired that flesh eating virus. He had been sick for 2 1/2 weeks before it overcame him. Needless to say, the holidays are going to be tough. Especially with him passing away just days before.
We had 3 beautiful children together, ages 3, 4, and 7. They are no longer here as well. They were taken in August of this year.
So you can see why this is going to be a very difficult time for me. I also have been battling severe depression for most of my life. Sometimes I wish I weren't here. I have NOTHING to live for. Everyone in my life was taken away from me. Death means nothing to me, it only takes me closer to my family...
Thank you for letting me ramble on... :sad: