death is drawing near

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by among the stars, May 1, 2008.

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  1. among the stars

    among the stars Well-Known Member

    im sitting her with a knife up against my chest -- i dont care anymore -- im so tired of being here and getting crap from people but this or that, dont know how to handle the constant running commentary in my head - and all of it is negative -- cant stand the dark morbid dreams anymore...so tired of crying for several hours at nite and not being able to control my emotions or my actions when i am this way...scared and tired of all the times i vomit - i dont even really eat anymore cuz of it....i feel alone, so very alone...i kno im still quite young but i feel old, broken-down and tired...I feel like im 80 yrs old!!! Im sick of getting used and then dumped...maybe i deserved to be dumped, like a piece of garbage...and thats what my body will be once im thru w/ it!!!
     
  2. ItThing

    ItThing Well-Known Member

    It's not your fault forever! Life can suck for many people and a lot of us here have trouble dealing with it but please let us have the chance to help you! Please give yourself a few hours before you make a decision!
     
  3. among the stars

    among the stars Well-Known Member

    ill give it 2 hours before i decide
     
  4. ItThing

    ItThing Well-Known Member

    Great, now please tell me what exactly is troubling you so I can help you. You mentioned the anniversary of your mother's death do you want to talk about that?
     
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