After years of depression and suicidal thoughts. After constant contemplation of what I desire to do with my life. After years of asking myself, "Do I actually want to die?". I have come to a conclusion of what I will do with my life. I will continue to strive to achieve my goals. I will never abandon my goals. Basically, I am stating that I have no desire to take my life. I have made a decision that I will never attempt suicide, unless it is under exceedingly extreme situations. Therefore, as much as I loathe my decision, I will continue to deliberately live. The only manner in which I will die would be by a natural cause, an accident, murder, or killing of another type (for example, by a virus, an animal, an insect, or the like). Suicide will never be an option for me any longer. I will always be severely depressed, but that is something with which I am willing to live. Darn you William for your stupid decision!