Death is so appealing when there's nothing you can do.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Matt93, Feb 3, 2011.

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  1. Matt93

    Matt93 Well-Known Member

    I wish I could cry.
    I wanna cry for you.
    I can't say/ do anything right for you.
    Everyone else is there for you, and I sit there awkwardly because I don't know to do.
    I see you panic, and I panic
    I see you cry, I want to cry.

    There's nothing I can do.
    I say something, and it just makes it worse.

    You're not the only one who wants to die.

    I'm worthless to you aren't I? I try to help, and I can't. So, what the fuck is the point in trying?
    I should be dead. :i'm sorry:
     
  2. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    :hug:, Are you talking about a friend?
    I am sorry to hear you are not well please hold in, talk to us andd express your emotions. That can be diifficult at times but were hear for you, would you like tto tell us more? :cheekkiss:
     
  3. feathers

    feathers Well-Known Member

    Matt <3
     
  4. Matt93

    Matt93 Well-Known Member

    The strange thing is, I have no memory of even writing this. I mean, I know I was on here at the time it was posted, just I don't remember writing this.

    My head is fucked up >.<
     
  5. Cute_Angel_Xx

    Cute_Angel_Xx Account Closed

    It's not unusual to forget posting things like that, then forgetting you posted it. Are you feeling any better Matt?
     
  6. Matt93

    Matt93 Well-Known Member

    Yeah, I am feeling a lot better. Bit... spaced, but you know.
    Thanks :)
     
  7. me myself and i

    me myself and i Account Closed

    Hey Matt, longtime since ive seen you, stay strong dude.
     
  8. Ravenwing

    Ravenwing Well-Known Member

    That was an incredibly powerful bit of writing. I know that I don't know you real well but I hope things are a bit better for you now. :hug:
     
  9. Matt93

    Matt93 Well-Known Member

    Cheers Ravenwing. Things are a lot better at the mo, mood's pretty good, levelled out too.

    And Pete, thanks dude :D
     
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