:sad: He left me forever and im really suicdial and i never stopped..Its like before..He never really loved me..He wants nothing to do with me..I thin kI have reached the point where ei think im going to do it..Before i was just horsing around..but now im sure i want to do it, im almost 100 perscent sure im going to kill myself..I dont know why I can't see that he's not that important..Maybe because he is..I"m so sad..I wanna die so bad..I thought i was dieing when i was laying down, and i sat there and relaxed in it, yeah now im making myself very sick..I plan to die that way..
No one can tell me otherwise..My friends and I broken up because of my crankiness..I'm so depressed..I'm real depressed..He left me here all alone.
I know im really close to dying..all i did was love him..but he wanted to continue to like that crackhead..bitch..I'm so mad..its too late for anything..He can't come running back..not that he ever would..He messed up really bad..
Damn..I gotta go..damn..
