I have not slept for 48 days and all the voices in my head tells me to just get it over with and Im starting to listen to them I been makeing myself bleed for about a month now and cutting myself not doing it for me any more I need some out of my pain.
i take u and lay u in a room filled with the fragerance of life. i set around u lovely bowls of rippened to perfection happyness. and i hold ur hand so through my flesh u hear u r not alone. touching ur head i remind u i can not save u.With a simple gaze.I say" u MUST save urself. the why s and what have yous r not ur worry. take that energy and redirect it. like a penetrating force u must proceed. feirce. consistend. and direct. direction the hearts mind knows."
please don t
go out like