Let me ask you folks: In your suicidal despair, have you ever gone to a church and requested that a pastor pray for your death? I have. In that case, it would not be a suicide at all, because it would be God who is killing you, yes? What do you think? Problem is that the pastor refused to grant me that prayer. But that did not stop me from having a heated argument with him. After all, the Bible does Not raise any objections to death-prayers at all. At the same time, if you yourself pray for your own death but remain alive, does it mean that God wants you to stay alive? On other hand, what of those who die at a very young age of,say, a heart attack? Did God grant them their wish? Whatever the case, if your death-prayer is granted, then it's not a suicide at all, since it's God who is killing you, yes?