What do people think happens when we die? I'm atheist, i dont believe in God or anything after life, i think that when we die thats it, we're gone forever, we just rot back into the ground and chemicals that make us up. This makes me feel like life is pointless
sometimes i feel like i want to end it all, get it over with, theres no point in battling with the possibility of happiness if i'm not going to remember it in the end anyway. But then other times, i have a good day, i feel happy, i'm with my friends and i find myself going out with them and laughing and then i stop and think when i'm with them and i notice that i'm happy and its a great feeling that i wish would last forever but it never does. I just have to .... i don't know, put the fact that i'm going to die at the back of my mind so i have the hope that maybe there is a greater meaning to life. Its just so hard sometimes though so i'm not sure whether i can.
