Death just feels like another journey that i have to take.
It's going to be soon.
I know that, I also know it will be by my hand.
Am so fucking messed up at the moment, I have done so many bad things in my life. I know that i am evil and i should be dealt with in a manner that is fitting to those who are evil.
But i dont have that, i just have what i have ready available
I just have to wait for the right time to do it.
I cant call a crisis line at the moment because my husband can hear what am planning then so i have to wait until later before i can call anyone.
I know that people will tell me not to do it but i have to just need to float away from this life
It's going to be soon.
I know that, I also know it will be by my hand.
Am so fucking messed up at the moment, I have done so many bad things in my life. I know that i am evil and i should be dealt with in a manner that is fitting to those who are evil.
But i dont have that, i just have what i have ready available
I just have to wait for the right time to do it.
I cant call a crisis line at the moment because my husband can hear what am planning then so i have to wait until later before i can call anyone.
I know that people will tell me not to do it but i have to just need to float away from this life