Death

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by elizabeth10, Apr 19, 2011.

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  1. elizabeth10

    elizabeth10 Member

    death is a wierd thing.

    i want to die

    ive tried to kill myself numerous times.
    i suvived somehow all of them, without any real damage.

    and i want to try again

    death i know wont solve things, everything will just go away
    yet i still want to die
    because dying would be better than this
    not being would be better than being this
    i want to die
    i want to die
    i want to die
    i want to die
     
  2. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    :hug:

    what's going on? anything happen to trigger you?
     
  3. elizabeth10

    elizabeth10 Member

    my problem is deeply seeded in my genetics. most of my family either has/had depression or is bipolar.

    nothing triggered this mood swing. i woke up in a horrible mood last monday, and its gotten worse everyday since.
     
  4. dazzle11215

    dazzle11215 Staff Alumni

    i'm bipolar so i know what it's like to be overcome with a dark mood.
    do you think you have bipolar instead of depression? might be worth looking into it as the prozac won't help if you're bipolar.
     
  5. brokenandlonely

    brokenandlonely Well-Known Member

    Elizabeth, I hope you are feeling a little bit better today and if you need to talk you could always PM me. :hug:
     
  6. doityourself

    doityourself Well-Known Member

    I to am bipolar and get the downs without triggers. I wasnt diagnosed with it until around 19-20 but have suffered from depression since I was around 10.

    The best advice I can give is to get active, use that energy in a positive way, while trying to keep your mind occupied. I know its not much but sometimes you have to take days minute by minute, day by day.

    And realize the thoughts that you are having is a symptom of the disease not your life.

    I hope tomorrow is better for you. PM if you ever want to talk.
     
  7. ace

    ace Well-Known Member

    I have bi polar as well my first Dr didn't diagnose me with it but I knew I was.I would be at work for e.g be over the moon then within a matter of seconds be so low and depressed,and that would happen virtually where ever I went.Elizabeth it's possible you could have a misdiagnosis and/or your meds aren't working as well.I totally understand your pain please feel free to talk anytime you need.
     
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Are you feeling any better today elizabeth?
     
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