Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by iKayla, Dec 22, 2011.

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  1. iKayla

    iKayla Chat Buddy

    for the last couple months i have no need to kill myself.
    i have a nephew on the way in and to be due in march. christmas is almost here.
    my grades in college are good.
    but I've always had this fascination with death.
    not anyone else's... just my own..
    if death comes at me, so be it... i'm not gonna fight it..
    if i am to be murdered or kidnapped.... so be it... in the back of my mind ill probably be scared for life like most humans are..
    but i won't be so sad...
    i always have felt that my death will be interesting..
    i don't know.. maybe in my mind i do want to die.. but just not kill myself..
    although i am happy with life..
    i don't know... thats just me...
  2. jimk

    jimk Staff Alumni

    Kayla,hi there.. we also do life on here if you are interested.. much better and a whole bunch more interesting.. later, Jim
  3. Comrade Napoleon

    Comrade Napoleon Well-Known Member

    I used to think about death and suicide. I still feel trigger but I have most of my feelings under control. I realize that death is so final while life is full of possibilities. Therefore I want to see what mystery tomorrow holds.
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