In a couple of hours i will kill myself. This the most stupid thread ever :laugh:.. I wish i could describe how i'm feeling right now. Sooo i'm gonna make this short, i will kill myself tonight, i hope i'm the first one on this board to commit suicide. I'm a naive little fuck, i think things can change, since when the fuck does anything change? . I joined this board hoping that it would make me feel a little bit better.. Hehe, yeah well that didn't work. It's very weird that i don't feel that horribly bad right now. I'm more suicidal then ever before, but i'm not even crying or anything. I just hope that i don't wuss out.