Decide

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  1. DECIDE

    As I look down the barrell of my gun
    I realize
    Realize that every fucked up situation
    I realize they have all been my fault.

    At times I feel
    I feel I have had one too many faults.
    I drive myself to insanity
    My mind
    Well it's shit
    I can't hold a thought
    Nor make a decision.

    My useless and pointless life should be over
    It should have ended long ago
    But still I am here
    Still I live
    Why, I do not know
    But I do and that I know.

    As I look down the barrell of my gun
    I now see how easily
    How easily I can end it all
    But the fear
    It sets in
    The fear of uncertantity
    It is so overwhelming

    I have so many choices to make
    But first
    Before any other choice is made
    I must decide
    Decide to Live
    Decide to Die
    As I look down the barrell of my gun.

    MLS

    9-1-2006
     
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